Buy Me, NOW! :D

I WANT HIM! HE'S SO CUTE, I'VE LIKE MELTED COMPLETELY.

Today,

I went shopping in Brighton which is something I haven't done in a while. I went with my cousin Jasmyn and her friend Sazzie. It was actually really good :)

I wore my royal blue high waisted skirt with a black belt with golden leaves;
My red, silver and blue checked shirt;
Black tights and black plimsolls;
with my blazer and dunlop bag, aha!

I bought new plimsolls from H&M and my Topshop ones are fucked, pretty much;
and I bought a stripey white and navy long sleeved top :) Just simply because it's comfy :)

Anyway, I'm tired - much love, because YOU'RE worth it, and I didn't sleep until 4am.
xo

Boxing Day?

"The greatest trick the Devil ever pulled was convincing everybody he didn't exist"

Watched 'The Usual Suspects' alongside 'Might Boosh: Future Sailors Tour' and I'm still slightly hanging from last night. Uh! Bloody good bash though.

Tomorrow I'm off to Brighton with my cousin and her friend.
Got dollarrr to spend, y0' ;)

I've got to persuade M & D to let me go to my friends for New Years Eve.
Wish me luck!

xo

Weezer Ft. Lil Wayne - I Can't Stop Partying (L)

Uh, party like tomorrow is my funeral,
Gotta stop mixing alcohol with pharmaceuticals,
Man the unusual is the fuckin' usual,
Man my life is beautiful, and my girls are mutual,
Ok bitch it's Weezer and it's Weezy,
Upside Down MTV,
Please don't shoot me down because I am endangered species,
It's the days of our lives, But my night just started,
I pray the killer doesn't take the life out the party

I can't stop partying, partying,
I can't stop partying, partying,
I gotta have Patron,
I gotta have the beat,
I gotta have a lot of pretty girls around me,
Oh! I can't stop partying partying,
I can't stop partying, partying,
I gotta have the cars,
I gotta have the jewels,
And if you was me, honey, you would do it too


I love Lil wayne's part ;) (L)
I'M IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG!

xxxxxxxxx

Merry Christmas, xo

Thanks Santa for my:
GHD's
Minnie & Mickie Mouse Jumper
Topshop Blazer
Brokeback Mountain
But, I'm A Cheerleader
Mighty Boosh Future Sailor Tour
Royal Blue Cardigan/Jumper
Dunlop Bag
Dunlop Polo
Ministry Of Sound 80's Electro Hits
Smarties
Chocolate Coins
Mascara
PJ's
Underwear ;)
And I think there's more, but I can't be bothered to go upstairs :')

MUCH LOVE, HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DAY. I'M OFF FOR A SHOWER, THEN BRING ON NAN'S AND THE ALCOHOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL (L) xo

Christmas Eve Y0'

Merry Happy Christmas Eve Day.
Hectic last minute shopping, rushed wrapping, a film about Christmas and a horrible Christmas eve traditional dinner - means, tomorrow it's Christmas; my family, presents and lots of alcohol in the system. I cannot wait! So, as I finish off getting stuff ready - I hope Santa brings all everybody could want. Much Love - Because Christmas isn't the same without a box of quality street.
Xx

Christmas Eve Eve!

So it's the day before Christmas properly starts, and I'm stressed due to the fact I'm ill, my cousin wants to use my iTunes and she is coming round today.

Ahhh, anyway.
I'm in love with Jason Derülo's song, 'Whatcha Say'. It's actually so good, and I don't know why anybody wouldn't like this song, ahah. Usually I wouldn't listen to things like that, but it's a good song and I don't really mind if people have an opinion on the matter, ahah!

Much love, because my fringe looks shit today - xo

Intrigued.

I'm at Hayley's, chilling at 12:27 in the morning.
She makes me happy. Always.

I found this image, and thought - I like you.
And it kinda makes me wonder about alternative lives.
Imagine if I were to actually be 10 years older, in New York City with a career to die for? Imagine if I were successful, flawless and didn't care about the persecutions. Imagine if I were a bold, British and a self proud woman..

I would love all the glamorous side to life, but sometimes people are just born into a life that isn't exactly the most 'fantastic' way of living. I'm okay about it though - "life's what you make it", I guess so. And I certainly don't blame my parents for our misfortune - but sometimes I wish things were different.

Goodnight, although I love you. Xx

I LOVE GAGA.

Her music not so much - but her song "So Happy I Could Die" lmao :') about touching yourself in the mirror (L) I love her.


If she actually had a penis I'd be so gutted..
xo

I want someone for christmas!

Christmas time. In 5 days.

Am I excited?
Am I fuck.

Well..

I'm in a good mood at the moment because I hear RATM are number one, but seriously -
I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
It's Christmas time, I know this - so this is why I'm getting down;
as I have no one to spend it with.
I should get over myself really.
She loves me and all.. but it's like.. does she really? Is there any point?

I want some one who will come over spontaneously and cover me with kisses, just lay in bed with me playing on the PS2 and just laugh at everything I do.

Hmm, I'm home alone.

Christmas tree lights and messy hair - xo

I'm a sucker for a big christmas tree,

And one day I plan on going travelling to a historic place where christmas is valued so very specially, where all the windows are wooden with thin glass, and there's no 'upstairs' with snow and a big beautiful tree outside! And inside of course.

Anyway, I only have my ART exam tomorrow and the MOCKS are OVER!
Bring on Thursday - though I still don't know what to dress up in :')

Much love, because when I get bored I pick my mascara off - nice ay? XO

Crimbo Decs Are UP!

But the tree isn't here yet - getting it tomorrow. It doesn't seem right! We need this bastard tree. It's just tradition, and this year - it's FUCT. I mean, dad just came home tonight and put decs up without buying the tree :| We're getting it tomorrow - but I'll miss smelling the tree tomorrow morning as well as seeing the tinsel and what not.

TINSEL IS ITCHY. I'm not putting it on me ever again. Well.. Maybe for the last day of school. Might just go in naked... Uhh :')

Anyway, I'm talking to HER and she's slightly drunk! On a Thursday! Can you believe this? No neither could I, until I properly realised that it was her after all!

Night xox

I know I should'nt, but I love a bit of..

GAGA'S BEHINDDDDDDDDDDD.
On X FACTOR, she was shocking! But she still has a lovely body :')

Peace, love, gaga, £££, eyelashes - xo

Thank You Mother,

I didn't have to go down the town, blinding.
It's still sunny, smashing.
I finished my coursework, BRILLIANT.

I don't really appreciate my mum as much as I should. I know I should, but sometimes it's just too hard to let her win an argument when you know full well you're wrong, and sometimes it's not enough that she cooks, cleans and gives you money for alcohol and other shit. I want to write down now, even if it kills me, that I am thankful to you mum. Even if you never read this - it's out there.

Anyway, better get back to bumming about on a Sunday and watch X FACTOR that I recorded last night, as I was out with that girly (L)

Smiles and messy hair - xo

Easy Like A Sunday Morning..

1- Yes, I know it's now afternoon.
2- What's easy about waking up on Sunday, full of a cold, revision to get through, coursework to finish and arguments left right and center.
I hate today already, I have so much to do. Without any energy - I doubt I'll get anything done. Uhh, horrible cough coming. Mocks are all next week (7th-16th) Brilliant. I have 14 exams to sit and I have history coursework due in for Wednesday. I intend on doing nothing today though, even though my mum is saying I should WALK down the town and get my shit from Super drug. I'm not. She said she was going to take me IN THE CAR. I hate when she does this to me.

Anyway, ranting aside - Weathers alright so far.. Huff, until like later when I'm stupidly walking to town. I DON'T WANT TO. But I know we'll have a huge argument and I'm going to end up down there. Well, I'll keep you.. posted.

xo

Nightmare.

It's strange that at the time of finding this photo, I was listening to 'see you in my nightmare' and thinking about my dream last night. It was scary, trust me. A man who sometimes drops into my school to do an odd cover lesson murdering other teachers and keeping their heads in a bright white 'don't go into the light' room. An envelope addressed to me had pictures of them and newspaper cutting - original, I know. I woke up just as he walked into the ghastly dark room with the four-poster bed in the 'horror movie' house with the naked trees tapping ever so menacingly at the curtain-less windows.

Happy days-xo