100th post.

Basically, this is my 100th post so I thought I would actually write about something interesting, as I don't really have time to write every night like I wanted to when I first started my blog.

This year so far has been one of the best one's so far, and I know most people say this about every year, but I swear I haven't actually been this happy before. I've had such good things happen to me this year and I am beginning to realise who I am and what I want, which is a first, I'm telling you. I've got a beautiful girlfriend, I've nearly finished school and I have a good future ahead of me. Before that though, I have exams and then a 13 week summer holiday. It is going to be bliss - Sun, sea, girlfriend, alcohol, friends, bbq's, cigarettes and smiles :)

I got home this morning after staying at Devon's on the Friday and Saturday, and just started thinking. Not anything in particular, just the odd thought going round, you know? I miss Devon, have done all day - it's not a nice feeling. I'm talking to Jasmine right now; She does actually fully make me giggle with every post she writes on my wall - it's amazing. I'm also waiting for my Mum and Dad to go out so I can babysit the brother's and their friends, earning dollar of course.

Anyway, I said this post would be interesting; But so far it's been boring. What do I write about for my 100th post? Idea!

100 thoughts;

1. The sun coming through the net curtains is actually pretty nice
2. The fact my parents are going out is such a good thing
3. My eye make-up looks okay today
4. How comfortable I am sitting on the computer chair
5. I'm going to have a nice cold refreshing beer when they go
6. I am going to talk to my girlfriend when they go, on the phone
7. My head is starting to hurt after putting it in two plaits, then putting it in a bun
8. My nails are looking better now they are painted
9. I wish my Dad's voice wasn't so loud sometimes
10. My ankles hurt from all the walking I attempted yesterday
11. They need to leave so I can look at this picture of two girls on this girl's Tumblr
12. Poking myself in the eye was a stupid thing to do
13. Don't stand behind me, it's irritating
14. Seriously just go
15. I haven't actually talked to Devon since 10:30 this morning
16. It would be nice if she text me, even though I can't text back with no credit
17. I have hardly any eyebrows but I don't really care
18. The number 18 is so strange
19. I need to put loud music on when they go
20. They are nearly gone, how nice is that?
21. I should go clear up my drawings that I was doing earlier from off my bed
22. "I'll give it to you later" - of course you will £10 now please!
23. I really want to see that picture, like right now - get out of the front room
24. Why can't I have a computer in my room?
25. It's 6:15? No way
26. I swear all I've done today is sleep
27. I don't like animals - especially not dogs, ducks I like, yes I do
28. Bye! Finally!
29. I don't recognise the girls in the photo on the Tumblr - boring
30. I'm going to turn the TV down, oh wait I'm not - I'm too comfy
31. Wait, it's annoying me now
32. I haven't really done a lot today apart from shower, eat, draw and watch Kick-Ass
33. I need Mum to get me a key cut
34. I can't remember how many exams I have left
35. Time is going slow
36. Oh! I can watch The Mentalist without Mum
37. I think I actually have 14 exams left?
38. I'm hungry but I don't know what to eat
39. No I don't, I have like 9?
40. Oh my shit, my back hurts
41. Where's the paracetamol, mother
42. You are going to get so bored if you read this, but oh well, it's giving me something to do
43. If my brother screams like that again - I might just take a knife and...
44. Socks would be a good thing right now, but once again - I am too comfy
45. I sound proper lazy
46. Tumblr is so boring today
47. Oh my shit, I forgot it's Sunday!
48. I'm going to see how many exams I have left
49. I hate the amount of xbox's in my house
50. I also hate running up the stairs to see that I actually have 9 exams left and it was pointless to run up the stairs, and I nearly tripped
51. Twice
52. MTV bores the shit out of me
53. What is Devon up to right now
54. I fucking hate those "Keep Calm And" things
55. Sugababe's are actually shit
56. I'm a right grumpy sod
57. I'm in pain though
58. I blame EVE
59. Yes, if you understand, it's because you're a clever woman
60. No one interesting is on Facebook
61. I hate it when Mum and Dad go out, because then I have to pretend to give a shit
62. It's kinda cold, but kinda hot
63. I think after I've done this, I'm going to ring Devon because I miss her
64. I have the most perfect girlfriend, you honestly have no idea
65. I want a fag but I ran out yesterday
66. I need that £10 because when I get it - it's going on cigarettes
67. Having Sky+HD isn't actually that amazing
68. Oh my fuck that girl is hot
69. Okay, I'm done
70. Seventy.. Sev..en..tee.
71. I wonder what time the rentals will actually be home
72. It's bank holiday Monday, ah that means Dad is home tomorrow
73. I guarantee they just get lashed up and come home and make me tidy up or something tomorrow morning and 'help' and she'll make a roast dinner on a Monday, and I will bitch and moan at her because she's an idiot
74. I guarantee I've spelt like everything in this wrong
75. Seriously - Facebook is shit on a Sunday
76. Might just go upstairs again and watch a film, with a cold beer
77. What time is my brother coming home? Oh well, fuck it
78. The sun is actually making me smile
79. I'm smiling
80. I need a cuddle from Devon
81. Might just ring her up and be like "Do you fancy a walk?" then get her to walk here haha
82. I'm so tired
83. Not got a lot planned for half term but people were talking about getting high? Would be nice, lovely lads
84. My hair is so retarded
85. I'm not going to prom, when even is it? I want the after party
86. Weekend has been really lovely actually
87. This is taking forever
88. I just chat shit, all the time, I swear to actual fuck
89. Why is it that there is like 283937593439 music channels on Sky but every single one is on an advert?
90. Ah I love this song, have to keep reminding myself to download it - I love Vampire Weekend
91. I need some new songs on the iPod actually
92. Could do that tonight
93. I am quite self-obsessed by the sound of things
94. Oh the time on my hands today/tonight is slightly ridiculous
95. Dizzee Rascal is lovely and I am supposed to be gay
96. I want a tattoo
97. I can't wait for summer now, this song just makes me want to sit on the beach in the sun
98. I love my friends, my life and whatnot
99. Ninety nine is probably my favourite number, not even joking
100. And finally, my last thought of today, well you know what I mean, (because it's not like I'm not going to think again after this) I LOVE VAGINAAAAA

Joking ;) Anyway, thanks for reading if you did.
Lots of love, take care <3

99

I cry at everything.

That's a lie.

I cry at nothing.

That's a lie.

So, why do I cry then?

Give me a reason, because I can't think of a single reason to cry.

My Weekend.

I've had such a good weekend, seriously.
On the Saturday, I went to Brighton with Hayley, Jess and Maryanne.
I got some clothes then we got food and sat in the Pavilion Park for a cigarette and a chat.
When I got home, Devon came to mine and we had a talk, cuddle etc and we eventually left to walk back to hers so I could stay the night :)
Sunday - our 4 month anniversary, was purely just.. wow.
I actually adore this girl and she shows me that it is possible to love more than I could've ever imagined, everyday of my life.
I love you, Devon Holland - always, forever and a day.

I haven't written in ages!

Because Tumblr still has me in it's hands; but I will start writing a lot more, soon!

Recently though, I've had no inspiration.
But I'm not going to go on a downer, I have happy times ahead of me!
And this weekend should be amazingly good, if all goes to plan.

Happy Birthday World, have a great day x