I want someone for christmas!

Christmas time. In 5 days.

Am I excited?
Am I fuck.

Well..

I'm in a good mood at the moment because I hear RATM are number one, but seriously -
I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
It's Christmas time, I know this - so this is why I'm getting down;
as I have no one to spend it with.
I should get over myself really.
She loves me and all.. but it's like.. does she really? Is there any point?

I want some one who will come over spontaneously and cover me with kisses, just lay in bed with me playing on the PS2 and just laugh at everything I do.

Hmm, I'm home alone.

Christmas tree lights and messy hair - xo

I'm a sucker for a big christmas tree,

And one day I plan on going travelling to a historic place where christmas is valued so very specially, where all the windows are wooden with thin glass, and there's no 'upstairs' with snow and a big beautiful tree outside! And inside of course.

Anyway, I only have my ART exam tomorrow and the MOCKS are OVER!
Bring on Thursday - though I still don't know what to dress up in :')

Much love, because when I get bored I pick my mascara off - nice ay? XO

Crimbo Decs Are UP!

But the tree isn't here yet - getting it tomorrow. It doesn't seem right! We need this bastard tree. It's just tradition, and this year - it's FUCT. I mean, dad just came home tonight and put decs up without buying the tree :| We're getting it tomorrow - but I'll miss smelling the tree tomorrow morning as well as seeing the tinsel and what not.

TINSEL IS ITCHY. I'm not putting it on me ever again. Well.. Maybe for the last day of school. Might just go in naked... Uhh :')

Anyway, I'm talking to HER and she's slightly drunk! On a Thursday! Can you believe this? No neither could I, until I properly realised that it was her after all!

Night xox

I know I should'nt, but I love a bit of..

GAGA'S BEHINDDDDDDDDDDD.
On X FACTOR, she was shocking! But she still has a lovely body :')

Peace, love, gaga, £££, eyelashes - xo

Thank You Mother,

I didn't have to go down the town, blinding.
It's still sunny, smashing.
I finished my coursework, BRILLIANT.

I don't really appreciate my mum as much as I should. I know I should, but sometimes it's just too hard to let her win an argument when you know full well you're wrong, and sometimes it's not enough that she cooks, cleans and gives you money for alcohol and other shit. I want to write down now, even if it kills me, that I am thankful to you mum. Even if you never read this - it's out there.

Anyway, better get back to bumming about on a Sunday and watch X FACTOR that I recorded last night, as I was out with that girly (L)

Smiles and messy hair - xo

Easy Like A Sunday Morning..

1- Yes, I know it's now afternoon.
2- What's easy about waking up on Sunday, full of a cold, revision to get through, coursework to finish and arguments left right and center.
I hate today already, I have so much to do. Without any energy - I doubt I'll get anything done. Uhh, horrible cough coming. Mocks are all next week (7th-16th) Brilliant. I have 14 exams to sit and I have history coursework due in for Wednesday. I intend on doing nothing today though, even though my mum is saying I should WALK down the town and get my shit from Super drug. I'm not. She said she was going to take me IN THE CAR. I hate when she does this to me.

Anyway, ranting aside - Weathers alright so far.. Huff, until like later when I'm stupidly walking to town. I DON'T WANT TO. But I know we'll have a huge argument and I'm going to end up down there. Well, I'll keep you.. posted.

xo

Nightmare.

It's strange that at the time of finding this photo, I was listening to 'see you in my nightmare' and thinking about my dream last night. It was scary, trust me. A man who sometimes drops into my school to do an odd cover lesson murdering other teachers and keeping their heads in a bright white 'don't go into the light' room. An envelope addressed to me had pictures of them and newspaper cutting - original, I know. I woke up just as he walked into the ghastly dark room with the four-poster bed in the 'horror movie' house with the naked trees tapping ever so menacingly at the curtain-less windows.

Happy days-xo