My Favourites.

Not my favourite photograph of myself, though. I look as if I have about 20 chins.
Jasmine Drury - Oh dear god.
Jess Roberts - Yeah thanks, Hayley
Ashleigh Russell - Ahahah
Ashleigh Russell - I look about 20 stone
Jasmine Drury - & I look like a ghoul. What am I looking at?
Ashleigh Russell - You've prolly just seen the ending of my chin :')
Jasmine Drury - Ahahahaha
Got love for these girls, mega xo

I WANT A HAIR CUT.

I really want my hair cut like the lead singers.. but I'm not sure?
Ah! xo

Monday Night, Glam.

It really doesn't get any more fierce for me than sitting at the computer in my Pj's, listening to newly downloaded music on the ol' iTunes. I'm ever so tempted to venture into the world of PROM DRESSES, but I don't know if I trust myself enough, as I know I'll get upset about it, for some surreal reason or other.

I have this feeling, that my moods will be utterly varied this week coming. I hope to stay in my current mood, as it's quite a chipper, quirky, easy-going one - but only time will tell. I feel almost like I should be stressing out? But to be honest, I'm just going to relax and think 'sod it' for tonight. It's Monday, I don't exactly want to do anything too strenuous do I?

GA-GA FOR GAGA?!

I just wouldn't say no..

Happiness.

And the weekend is complete on this beautiful, but tiresome Sunday evening.
I have a feeling the week ahead will bring me so much happiness.
Thank life for friends, love and all that surrounds it.
xo

Has Made Me Stupid..

I'm mad, really bad, but don't tell my mum and dad,
Pucker up; kiss a nut, 'cause it sells to be a slut.
Hear the bass, skinny waist,
Now lets copy Pokerface like,
Whoa Woa Oh Oh Whoa Woa Oh Oh.

- Tik Tok Parody By The Midnight Beast Ft St£fan -

Saturday afternoon, still haven't got a shower yet, listening to music, downloading, chilling. I love not having to do a lot, because I am in fact lazy.
Should be a special weekend, if I can somehow work out a plan to murder dad without going to prison (L) Jokes! Laters.

I'M MAD, REALLY BAD, BUT DON'T TELL MY MUM AND DAD.
xo

Waiting,

It's the waiting that does it for me.
I hate it. Everyone does. But the scenarios that flutter through my thoughts are the things that really mess me up.
I'm sitting now, in the dark - waiting.
I'm waiting for my mother to come and get me, so that she can take me to my Worthing College interview - where again, I will wait in the car, wait in the reception.. wait for them to make a decision about whether I will be able to enroll there.
I'm going to wait on the sofa now.
Goodbye, because if I don't get in - I may aswell be a banana. x

I love.

Probably the saddest thing I've ever done (as in copy and pasting this together) but I'm happy, so I shall not care whatsoever. I'm in love, and have been for a very long time. Finally, it's happening, and I'm already feeling the wonders of being in a relationship with some one you utterly adore, some one you feel in absoloute ore with and some one who just makes you wake up excited for the day ahead. However, cliche or boring - I am in utter love with Devon. I really couldn't be happier.

When I'm with you, I am calm, a pearl in your oyster; Head on my chest a silent smile, a private kind of happiness.

Xx

Who knew Lil Wayne could reduce me to tears..

Okay so it's not just Lil Wayne's music that's getting me teary - it's the fact I've been home all day with my brothers, whilst my mum and dad have been in London and then went to the pub, haven't got anything for our lunches tomorrow and told me they'd only be an hour. I'm not happy, I want to get some fresh air and I have too much going on in my head. I hate feeling like this - happy one day, shit the next. My mood swings would make a roundabout dizzy.

Also, I've done no coursework today. I'm just not in the mood for it. I've just been watching Skins and downloading music. I hate this shit Sunday feeling. MOANMOANMOAN.

Baby baby baby I dont want to,
Ever give you the wrong idea,
Call me up we´ll hang out,
I´m down for whatever,
Tell me am I making myself clear?

Love can be a meaningless emotion,
Pretty words that we´re obliged say,
Rest assured I wont ask for your complete devotion,
Lets not let our hearts get in the way.

Finally, the weight is off our shoulders,
Play for keeps, until the night is over.

Xo

Tonight

Was purely just amazing.

The following are what's keeping me sane right now:
Her,
Lil Wayne - Bed Rock,
The beautiful picture of GaGa that I found,
My best friends,
The thought of being a very happy girl.

'And now we murderers, Because we kill time, I knock her lights out, And she still shine. I hate to see her go, But I love to watch her leave. But I keep her runnin back and forth, Like a soccer team. Cold as a winter day, Hot as a summers eve, Young money thieves, Steal your heart with ease.'

It couldn't possibly get any better for me right now.
I will definitely be falling asleep with a smile on my face.
Xo

Not in a good state of mind.

Ever get those days where you wish you could just get up and look pretty?
Ever get those days where you would give anything just to see that person.
Ever get those days where you know you shouldn't be lazy and just get on with things.
Ever get those days where you want to be out doing something, anything, just so you aren't at home.

I'm having one of those days, and I feel as if no one wants to just leave me alone.
I need some one to talk to, to be with, to comfort me, to be there.

Xo

It's all so.. exciting?

"It's so hard being this pretty"

Thought of the day:
"I wonder if I put the right amount of milk in the tea, it wont take aslong to brew with two teabags" - As you can tell, not the greatest thinker in the world.

So I'm sitting downstairs, on my own, with my bowl of cereal, listening to the rantings of my mother who actually got up somewhat early today. Whatever next!

I need to straighten my hair, but right now, I'm just not in the mood. I think that's called; LAZY. I'll get over it. I hope.

School! Today, inabit. Textiles Textiles Art Art Textiles - Oh sweet joy.
Eviction tonight though, aha - with the added content of seeing my nan too. Wow my life is utterly amazing, full of fantastic things, I tell you.

Cioa for now, because there's no way my hair will look good in those shoes xo

I'm uptight, at times.

Thank god for Cruel Intentions, because without watching the film - I wouldn't have remembered Colorblind by Counting Crows. It's all I can seem to listen to at the moment.

Also; My mock results.
SHAMEFUL.
But this is what I got, I have some serious improvements to make fosho.

Mathematics - D
English - A
English Lit - B
Science - U (I did the wrong exam!)
Art - B
German - D
History - D
PE - D
RS - C
Textiles - E (God knows what went wrong there)


I am covered in skin, no one gets to come in.
Pull me out from inside, I am folded, and un-folded, and un-folding, I am; Colorblind.

So it's that DAY..

Listening to -


Thursday, the shit bit between the horrible Wednesday and the alright Friday.
On top of that, Thursdays are pretty awful days on the ol' timetable too.
At least it's Friday tomorrow, where I can sit for 3 hours and not listen to Miss S. moan at me for not doing enough in Textiles, when I obviously am one of the people that tries most; even if I do get E's in exams! HA HA, what the actual eff?! An E? Last time we did a practice exam I got an A. This isn't right and I will tell her so.
And then I have double art, in which I'll do nothing and Mr R will just moan and try to get us to do things we really can't be bothered to do.

Anyway, I went to Salisbury's, and I swear if there were anymore 'special' people in there, they could just open an asylum up. Fuck the food!
Just sayin'

Tomorrow also, it's the first eviction from the Celebrity Big Brother house and two of my favourites are up for eviction, and without a doubt I know they are definitely the ones going home. Sad times, really.

I write too much about a load of wank.
Goodbye - because no matter how hard you fall, you'll never get a better curry than the ones I get at my nan's house xo

I love conversations like this,

And I love Jasmine for cheering me up a little bit xo

This is getting ridiculous..

I'm joining too many groups and becoming a fan of everything.
Because I can.
And now it's making my page look weird, and I have a proper big OCD about it looking neat.
But I just can't help but click 'become fan'.
It's stupid because I absolutely hate it when everyone else just takes up the whole live feed, but now I'm doing it.

And I'm not happy at the fact we have school tomorrow;
as I have the ugliest face at the moment.
It's actually quite getting me down.

Anyway, this is just the top of my page.

Hope you've have a good weekend.

Essss Ohhh Veeee.

SOV (L)
I'm enjoying Celeb Big Brother, definitely.
And I love Lady Sovereign.

Had a really lovely 3-4 days at Hayley's this week due to the snow and our school shutting down, along with the whole country. God we just can't cope!

Anyway, I'm not at home and quite unhappy at the thought that I might not be seeing her for a very long time.

I'm tired too, which is always shit - but I can't complain as it's my own fault.

I got you dancing, got you doing it, d-doing it; yeah,
I got you dancing, got you doing it, d-doing it; yeah.
Xx

Snow Day.

:) Happy times? xo

Today, I did it..

YES, yes I did! I MANAGED TO WRITE 2009 IN MY ENGLISH BOOK.
Hopefully I'll get into the swing of it.

I've just loaded Avril Lavigne - Best Damn Thing album from 2007 onto my iPod.
And I'm not talking to her.

I don't know what to write, I guess I'm not in the mood.
Hmmm!

I better look nice tomorrow, or I'll commit harry carry xo

Amazing voice.

http://www.myspace.com/roxmusik

xo

Not off to a good start.

First day back at school, I'm prepared physically with books etc!
But my appearence - fuck me, people wont know it's me, I LOOK AWFUL.

So, not happy, atall. In the slightest. NO NO NO.


Rambling on.. Because I look awful.

Goodbye! X

New years reso..

NO! I can't keep to them..

Enjoy this picture of how I think my 'children' would look like, if I accidently got preggers, instead.